is freak show
I hate everything, it drowns my good will
Come with me and I'll lead you to hell

Can't you hear me
HOLDING ON
Pieces of my sanity
I CAN'T GO ON
I'm fading under
I'M INSANE MY THOUGHTS ARE FADING
MY SWEET SAVIOUR, PROVIDING ME
MY SAFE HAVEN, BRINGING ME DOWN

Am I evil, prisoner
If I'm set to be free
How would I know, how this world would be
If I've never seen anyone


2. Harmless Hero

Yes I've heard, what you've been talking
it ain't the truth, you can't see inside of me
picture something, that come from somewhere dark
was left behind dead and rotten inside of me

I can see myself the harmless hero
It hide somewhere deep inside of me

When it happened
WHAT THE HELL CAME OF ME
I did everything
RIGHT WAY NO ONE NEVER TOLD ME
Why I am
NOT WORTH OF ANYTHING

Yes I hate just about everything
Hate me back if that's the way you wanna feel
(way you wanna feel)
I don't care, I'm suicidal anyway
So leave me here and let me bleed alone

I can see myself the harmless hero
It hide somewhere deep inside of me

When it happened
WHAT THE HELL CAME OF ME
I did everything
RIGHT WAY NO ONE NEVER TOLD ME
Why I am
NOT WORTH OF ANYTHING


3. Everyone Of Us

That lonely man do you know him
He never stepped outside the door
They found out when he died

He used to live
He used to be the one they adored
I always wanted more

But all, all you are, is never, never ever enough
and all, all you are, is never, never ever enough

I DON'T WANNA BE ANOTHER ONE WHO LOSES
I DON'T WANNA BE LEFT ALONE WITH THE BROKEN HEART
I'M LUCKY THAT I'M GONE
EVERYONE OF US WILL HAVE TO DIE
EVERYONE OF US WILL HAVE TO GIVE AND FADE AWAY
WHY SHOULD I MOURN YOU

Look in the mirror, do you know him
He looks you in the eyes and tells you
I'm lucky I'm not you

You're not the star yet
You're just another wannabe
Waiting for defeat


4. Hazardous

Child is born
Making pearls with his smile
When he's grown
All the pearls have been long gone

With you
I can find the pearls again
With you
I'm not different from anyone

Soon they will see
I'm not smart like everyone
For as long as I live
Take the blame for things that I haven't done

Hunting
With the anger of the mob
Hunt me
Like an animal I am

WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE ME DYING?
INDIFFERENT IS YOUR HATE FOR ME
WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE ME DYING?
'COS I'M TO BLAME FOR THE MISTAKES YOU MAKE


5. Prophecy

I heard the prophecy
Impossible to break
I told you it's not true
You said many would doubt the truth

I failed to see you way
I can't believe it's true
You can't be talking with god
You said many

Would you believe in me
and fail to see

I can't believe you
I must be going insane
I can't forget those words
You must be screwing me

IF I FOLLOW YOU
From now on
I WILL BE REBORN
I will be reborn
AND THE PROPHECY
DENIES THE TRUTH
AND ME AND YOU

You put the words in my mouth
You told what I should think
Where is the famous free will?
Where are the decisions that I made?

What should I make of this?
Should I hate your god?
You can't be talking with god
You said many


6. Sleepless

Sleepless nights
Hours longer than the day
Morning never comes
Can't close my eyes
To fall asleep again

Hours die
Slower than the night
Sleep would be the blessing
And the only friend of mine

'Cos the world may change
While I am away
I just might wake up in the world
Where everything I had is gone

Nightmares come
Twisting my mind
Blind eyes try to see
It's so dark and I'm all alone

Something moves
I'm dying of fear
And you are there
And the world is still the same

'Cos the world may change
While I am away
I just might wake up in the world
Where everything I had is torn

TORN IN TO LITTLE PIECES
RIPPED ALONG THE PATH I WALK IN
AND WHEN I'M THERE
NOTHING MAKES THE DIFFERENCE ANYWAY


7. Black Sun

Stop that sound
I don't wanna hear it anymore
I should've been there for you
It's just me
I don't wanna see the world in your shoes
I don't wanna hear the call of insanity

BLAME IS MY NAME
After all these years nothing changed
I can't believe the could be more
I HAVE THE STRENGTH
For just one more day to go
Then the black sun comes again

Leave me alone
Don't you call or even ask how I feel
I should've been there for you
(Should've been there for you)
Pain is a lie
That I spread around every day
I dive and let it take away

So you can't find me anymore
So I can leave you all


8. The Birth And The End

Yes I tortured my love
And faked my believes
At the time I knew I was wrong
Now everything's too late
I've made my own faith
With my other foot in the grave

I have the evidence that the blind can see
I have the knowledge that the deaf can hear
Nothing comes close to the pain I feel
I can't erase the life I failed to live

WE'RE BORN TO DIE
WHAT WE DO IN THE MIDDLE IS THE WASTE OF TIME
IT'S CRUEL I KNOW, BUT THE TRUTH IS NEVER BEAUTIFUL
IT HIDES BENEATH THE LIES

Yes I changed my believes
To the way that they did
At the time shame made me cry
I've lost self-esteem
If it ever was me
That I saved from falling in grave

Don't be so cruel
Hope doesn't know me anymore
Even my own grave
Is where I dig in the hollow ground

How am I supposed to live again?
When I can't even avoid to go in hell

I have the evidence that the blind can see
I have the knowledge that the deaf can hear
Now that the end is near I've made the sins
To send my sorry arse straight to the hell